I just need to tell someone - I know we are all in similar situations some worse than others, but good grief this disease is hard work. My situation, only child, live with mum, I work from home, dad died 18 mths ago - that seem to kick off mums AZ. Its like treading on egg shells - one small word can kick off an almighty argument. Im always a nasty horrible person in her eyes when in actual fact I do absolutely everything for her. Love my mum to bits but somedays I just cant cope with the constant abuse, the constant depression. Ive lost my best friend and she doesn't seem to like me anymore. We see the GP next week but I cant tell him how things actually are, the not washing, not eating properly etc because if I did tell him my life wouldn't be worth living by the time I get home. There is no answer, I know that but just needed to get this off my chest. Not expecting any replies but lets hope we all have a hopeful weekend, thank you for reading x