I have been reading all your posts for quite some time so thought I would join up.
Mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's Dementia 2 1/2 years ago but it all started off not long after my father died, I'd say she has had it now for 4 1/2 years. I have been caring for her on my own as have no siblings but recently she has entered a new phase that is becoming very difficult in the last month. She has always contradicted everything I say or do and been aggressive as well at times but now she is double incontinent and goes from extreme constipation to diarrhea, and insists on wondering around day and night with poo and wee dripping out everywhere because she pulls here pads down and out and hates anyone helping her or washing her, she screams and shouts when the carers come twice a day for personal care (they have been coming in two's for the last 2 weeks as they cannot cope with her on their own).
Four weeks ago I thought she would not be around much longer as she was refusing most food and liquids, but her GP said she is very strong, here blood pressure is normal, heart strong, lungs clear, she is skinny as a rake and yet she is indeed very strong but very confused now most of the time, or at least it would seem that way, anyway she started taking some liquids and food again about 2 weeks ago.
My question, if anyone can help, is why is my mother so difficult with everyone, just one example, I put towels down everywhere where she sits in case of spillage but she often insists on sitting where I have not put any towels or waterproof sheets, I'm following her around sometimes going mad because she sits down right in the place where there is no protection. She also wonders around in my room and sits on the bed but yet again this morning she would only sit on the nice white sheets at the end of the bed and not where I have put a big blanket at the other end of the bed, I try to move her and she goes crazy. I moved her once and she left the room, then I said please sit here when she came back in, but no, she's back sitting on my sheets so its not just her bed I'll have to change today, its mine too. She's now lying down on my bed eyes open and talking gibberish. She even manages to go on my PC pressing random keys to see what happens, but I don't mind that, what upsets me is her soiling the house and my bedroom! I can deal with most things but its her stubbornness that gets to me she does nothing to help me, not even hold a cup of water when I'm trying to get her to have a drink its like this; "put it there, put it there", all bossy. Then from nowhere she is kind for a while and this lasts for maybe 10%-20% of the day, its like she is playing me in a passive aggressive way.
My mother has always been controlling and this refusing food and liquids most of the time anyway (I have put her on Ensure plus now but she only had about 1 a day on average) and just basically doing what she wants all day long is the last vestige of her controlling mind. The carers that come in say that I should just let her do whatever she wants and to stay calm, which is what I do most of the time, but they don't have to stay with her 24 hours a day as I have done for the last 5 1/2 years with only a 1 week break in all that time. Also the carers are saying that I should not worry and that we are coping ok but I'm thinking of getting her admitted to hospital for an asessment because she can't carry on like this, she is probably dehydrated from the lack of fluids and that might be causing the psychotic episodes that seem to be ongoing most of the time, particularly her hearing voices and talking to dead people. She also sleeps with her eyes half open which is very strange.
Mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's Dementia 2 1/2 years ago but it all started off not long after my father died, I'd say she has had it now for 4 1/2 years. I have been caring for her on my own as have no siblings but recently she has entered a new phase that is becoming very difficult in the last month. She has always contradicted everything I say or do and been aggressive as well at times but now she is double incontinent and goes from extreme constipation to diarrhea, and insists on wondering around day and night with poo and wee dripping out everywhere because she pulls here pads down and out and hates anyone helping her or washing her, she screams and shouts when the carers come twice a day for personal care (they have been coming in two's for the last 2 weeks as they cannot cope with her on their own).
Four weeks ago I thought she would not be around much longer as she was refusing most food and liquids, but her GP said she is very strong, here blood pressure is normal, heart strong, lungs clear, she is skinny as a rake and yet she is indeed very strong but very confused now most of the time, or at least it would seem that way, anyway she started taking some liquids and food again about 2 weeks ago.
My question, if anyone can help, is why is my mother so difficult with everyone, just one example, I put towels down everywhere where she sits in case of spillage but she often insists on sitting where I have not put any towels or waterproof sheets, I'm following her around sometimes going mad because she sits down right in the place where there is no protection. She also wonders around in my room and sits on the bed but yet again this morning she would only sit on the nice white sheets at the end of the bed and not where I have put a big blanket at the other end of the bed, I try to move her and she goes crazy. I moved her once and she left the room, then I said please sit here when she came back in, but no, she's back sitting on my sheets so its not just her bed I'll have to change today, its mine too. She's now lying down on my bed eyes open and talking gibberish. She even manages to go on my PC pressing random keys to see what happens, but I don't mind that, what upsets me is her soiling the house and my bedroom! I can deal with most things but its her stubbornness that gets to me she does nothing to help me, not even hold a cup of water when I'm trying to get her to have a drink its like this; "put it there, put it there", all bossy. Then from nowhere she is kind for a while and this lasts for maybe 10%-20% of the day, its like she is playing me in a passive aggressive way.
My mother has always been controlling and this refusing food and liquids most of the time anyway (I have put her on Ensure plus now but she only had about 1 a day on average) and just basically doing what she wants all day long is the last vestige of her controlling mind. The carers that come in say that I should just let her do whatever she wants and to stay calm, which is what I do most of the time, but they don't have to stay with her 24 hours a day as I have done for the last 5 1/2 years with only a 1 week break in all that time. Also the carers are saying that I should not worry and that we are coping ok but I'm thinking of getting her admitted to hospital for an asessment because she can't carry on like this, she is probably dehydrated from the lack of fluids and that might be causing the psychotic episodes that seem to be ongoing most of the time, particularly her hearing voices and talking to dead people. She also sleeps with her eyes half open which is very strange.