Hi. I'm new to this site. I'd like to vent and seek advice, too.
I care for my (almost 77) demented mother on weekends. (Mom, who has become totally dependent on others' help, lives with my 79-year-old mentally and physically ok father. Plus, we also have a lady that comes Monday through Saturday from 8 to 3pm, and Sundays only to shower mom.)
I'd like to point out I look after my mom well, except for occasionally losing it when I'm feeding her. For example, yesterday noon, while spooning food into her mouth, she spilled part of it over her body a couple of times. I got frustrated, raising my voice/shouting for 2-3 seconds, and cleaning her hastily. Father, sitting close to us, was surprised with me but said nothing.
I soon after felt guilty over losing my patience.
How do you cope with feelings of guilt as a caregiver? Given that I do all the chores, when there, should I maybe ask my father to always feed mom, since he is more patient than me in this regard? (Feeding mom is like feeding a toddler, and I tend to be a bit particular about cleanliness by nature. Plus, having no kids myself, I lack the parental experience and constant awareness of having to do with "a little child" the task itself requires.)
Thanks.
I care for my (almost 77) demented mother on weekends. (Mom, who has become totally dependent on others' help, lives with my 79-year-old mentally and physically ok father. Plus, we also have a lady that comes Monday through Saturday from 8 to 3pm, and Sundays only to shower mom.)
I'd like to point out I look after my mom well, except for occasionally losing it when I'm feeding her. For example, yesterday noon, while spooning food into her mouth, she spilled part of it over her body a couple of times. I got frustrated, raising my voice/shouting for 2-3 seconds, and cleaning her hastily. Father, sitting close to us, was surprised with me but said nothing.
I soon after felt guilty over losing my patience.
How do you cope with feelings of guilt as a caregiver? Given that I do all the chores, when there, should I maybe ask my father to always feed mom, since he is more patient than me in this regard? (Feeding mom is like feeding a toddler, and I tend to be a bit particular about cleanliness by nature. Plus, having no kids myself, I lack the parental experience and constant awareness of having to do with "a little child" the task itself requires.)
Thanks.