At Drs today with OH. Have now been referred to see a specialist and in the meantime prescribed Certalopram to help with his anxiety.
OH on the defence and telling GP he is much better. Luckily she asked me what my opinion was. Firstly I reminded my OH that I was not trying to make things look bleak but that the GP had to know about recent events so that she could help him. Thankfully he seemed to accept this.
Had a really good start to the day apart from finding the can opener in my make up drawer and the dish towel in the bathroom. OH had also tried to hoover up some crumbs with the steam mop. But --- he was more upbeat, not as emotional and no aggression.
After dinner tonight it was back to the usual questions -
Who are you? Do they pay you for looking after me? If you wore a uniform and a badge like carers/nurses do it would say your name and then I might remember it.
Will you be staying tonight? Who else is staying in this place?
I ended up in tears after he had gone to bed. Tired and frustrated !!!
Recited the Serenity prayer to myself -----
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Well I will have to accept the things I can't change and I am wise enough to know the difference.
What I can change?? I'm not sure.
Oops need to go. OH is on the move, I can here doors been opened and closed upstairs.
Love to all xx
OH on the defence and telling GP he is much better. Luckily she asked me what my opinion was. Firstly I reminded my OH that I was not trying to make things look bleak but that the GP had to know about recent events so that she could help him. Thankfully he seemed to accept this.
Had a really good start to the day apart from finding the can opener in my make up drawer and the dish towel in the bathroom. OH had also tried to hoover up some crumbs with the steam mop. But --- he was more upbeat, not as emotional and no aggression.
After dinner tonight it was back to the usual questions -
Who are you? Do they pay you for looking after me? If you wore a uniform and a badge like carers/nurses do it would say your name and then I might remember it.
Will you be staying tonight? Who else is staying in this place?
I ended up in tears after he had gone to bed. Tired and frustrated !!!
Recited the Serenity prayer to myself -----
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Well I will have to accept the things I can't change and I am wise enough to know the difference.
What I can change?? I'm not sure.
Oops need to go. OH is on the move, I can here doors been opened and closed upstairs.
Love to all xx