I am in London caring for my parents, my sister and I take turns and my turn ends on the 30th and I go home for 2 months, then back June 1.
My father is utterly helpless, he can only answer simple questions and is in a sort of sleep/coma like state. He had a bad fall in November which became vascular dementia over the holidays from un-diagnosed bleeding of the brain. He went from a pleasant, mid dementia to helpless, but still very pleasant as that is his character.
To be honest it does not seem to bother me much, 96 years old with a hugely adventitious life, and I feel if it is his time to fade away it is his time to fade, as it is everyone's when the time comes. My mother is terribly on edge (91) and keeps doing stuff about the house, cooking and feeding him, cleaning non stop...
My sister feels very much for him and also spends all her time around him. I sit here at the table where he is in view but do not seem to connect with him that much - I put him in his chair, bed, commode using a turner (he is mostly continent), get up 2 times in the night to check on him, but am so personally un-happy being here in Suburban London with nothing to do outside, and knowing no one, that I seem to not have the best attitude. It is tedious, but I realise how fourtinate I am, and how horrible this all must be for most with this on them.
The big problem we have is carers right now - we have a company that sends 2, three times a day, origionally the hospital ordered 4 visits and they were unhappy with reducing to 3 - now I requested 2 visits (we self pay) they first refused on liability grounds so I got authorization from the social services to only have 2 visits - so when I told the company to only come twice a day and that was authorized by the social services (£500 a week at 3!) they fired us and sent a letter saying they will not care for my father after April 3.
Any advice on finding a care company, or is individuals the way? What to do? The middle visits were pointless, we had fed him, moved him, toileted him, they looked around, moved him (which we do fine) and left - pointless and expensive. But they will not do just morning and night. I am here full time, or my sister, and my mother, so no day visit has any point but to throw money away.
My father is utterly helpless, he can only answer simple questions and is in a sort of sleep/coma like state. He had a bad fall in November which became vascular dementia over the holidays from un-diagnosed bleeding of the brain. He went from a pleasant, mid dementia to helpless, but still very pleasant as that is his character.
To be honest it does not seem to bother me much, 96 years old with a hugely adventitious life, and I feel if it is his time to fade away it is his time to fade, as it is everyone's when the time comes. My mother is terribly on edge (91) and keeps doing stuff about the house, cooking and feeding him, cleaning non stop...
My sister feels very much for him and also spends all her time around him. I sit here at the table where he is in view but do not seem to connect with him that much - I put him in his chair, bed, commode using a turner (he is mostly continent), get up 2 times in the night to check on him, but am so personally un-happy being here in Suburban London with nothing to do outside, and knowing no one, that I seem to not have the best attitude. It is tedious, but I realise how fourtinate I am, and how horrible this all must be for most with this on them.
The big problem we have is carers right now - we have a company that sends 2, three times a day, origionally the hospital ordered 4 visits and they were unhappy with reducing to 3 - now I requested 2 visits (we self pay) they first refused on liability grounds so I got authorization from the social services to only have 2 visits - so when I told the company to only come twice a day and that was authorized by the social services (£500 a week at 3!) they fired us and sent a letter saying they will not care for my father after April 3.
Any advice on finding a care company, or is individuals the way? What to do? The middle visits were pointless, we had fed him, moved him, toileted him, they looked around, moved him (which we do fine) and left - pointless and expensive. But they will not do just morning and night. I am here full time, or my sister, and my mother, so no day visit has any point but to throw money away.