I don't think I am talking suicide - it is more about acknowledging and preparing, if such a thing is possible. Mum was tormented by denial. I know that she was aware of what was happening but became angry if anyone wanted to talk about it, so we didn't.
I want to sort everything out beforehand, whilst I can. I don't want anyone to have to go through the difficulty of making decisions for, and about me.
Many of you have urged me to speak to my GP. I don't want to. Am I already going the same route as Mum, denial.
Perhaps I should stop spending so much time contemplating my navel, and clear the loft instead
I want to sort everything out beforehand, whilst I can. I don't want anyone to have to go through the difficulty of making decisions for, and about me.
Many of you have urged me to speak to my GP. I don't want to. Am I already going the same route as Mum, denial.
Perhaps I should stop spending so much time contemplating my navel, and clear the loft instead