I have written here before,my mum has late stage vascular dementia and severe heart failure also other problems, she is 89, and is hoisted bed to chair vice versa. I was helping with the care with my sister who lives with my parents but was unable to continue after myself and sister came to blows and would disagree on mums medication etc.My mum had deteriorated over the last 6 months and is on oxycodone liquid 1mg and paracetomol 20 mg for pain in her arthritic knees and hips.mum is totally dependant on my sister,as she is unable now to move around.Four weekends twilight nurses have been called to mum with her breathing and unable to wake her.My dad tells me mum and sister are arguing and my sister is shouting at mum as mum is very agitated and fiesty in the night.When I have gone up there in the night mum is very breathless and twitching and fiddling with bed covers or totally unresponsive to us talking to her, not able to open eyes even.mum was given lorazepam to give when needed but my sister had now not giving as she doesn't like mum to not eat or drink or to be drowsy.Mum is really struggling, getting confused when awake, talking of her childhood, she has started mottling of skin and sores under her breath, rash on her arm, blood spots on arms. My sister is so hard and confrontational when it come to myself and two daughters giving our opinion to make mum comfortable with medication.Sister always has mum in chair,all day,e xcept for changes.Sister doesn't want to call pallative team as they will give lorazepam or the driver on mum.mum is struggling and I feel my sister is being selfish and not thinking of mums needs.Every time me or my daughters have left my mums and mum is in her bed, my sister will get her back in chair.as my dad tells me.Myself I can't go up there alot as I am struggling alot with seeing my sister like this with mum and dad too.Hes not allowed time with mum alone or to hold her hand, my sister is so controlling.i have severe depression and anxiety and am struggling with what to do.I am in contact with mums dr as she is my dr too, u have written a long letter to dr expressing how worried I am,but she has said they need a multi disciplinary meeting with all involved, but when I spoke to dr last week she said it is hard to get to do.i am just so worried for my mum struggling to breath and agitation and my sister not giving what is needed for her own ends.