Today`s visit
I hadn`t seen Dhiren for 10 days.
When I entered the sitting room he looked at me, appeared ready to burst into tears , then said, `Did you find my mother?`
I told him I hadn`t but would keep looking.
He was unaware I hadn`t visited for so long. I told him I`d been away and showed him two photos I`d printed on A4 paper.
One was a line up of all of us. I asked if he knew anyone on the photo.
He said `They look like six Pakistanis` and burst into laughter. It was a deliberate joke, perhaps to cover the fact he didn`t know anyone on the photo, not even me.
The other was of the Great Oak in Sherwood Forest.
He was dismissive. `I`ve seen it before,` he said.
While I had been away, one of the carers took him out in his wheelchair. She took him to the local Tesco and bought him some onion bargees and samosas.
He enjoyed the chocolate I`d taken and asked for more.
He also asked for cigarettes. I have ordered dummy ones but am having to chase the order up.
He then asked where I went. I told him I`d been to Yorkshire and Nottingham. He said he`d come with me next year.
97 year old M entered the room. She patted Dhiren`s bald head, looked at me and said with pity in her voice, `It`s such a shame.`
Dhiren responded by calling her a fat cow. Thank goodness she is deaf and didn`t hear.
He didn`t like me chatting to other residents and staff. He tells me I talk too much.
I wonder if he thinks I`m invading his territory.
When it was time to go, I told him I had some shopping to do. He asked what I was going to buy. I told him, Fish.
`Get plenty,` he said.
He always liked to have a full cupboard.