I wish I had visited you more, spent more time at your side, helped my little sister and brother with your care when they needed a break. Nothing can ease this feeling of guilt. Now I can't move on with my daily life. Almost 4 wks later! My Mum.. you sacrificed everything for me and my siblings yet I let you down. You are the most amazing, beautiful, strongest woman I have ever known bringing 10 children up on her own. Showing us love and forgiveness is the greatest power of all. My heart is broken. Im lost without you Mum. Xxx