I hit the bottom last night, between 2215 and 3am, after a particularly gruelling sundowning episode, and thought, no, not doing this anymore, so am going to ask for and take all the help I can get, for himself and me. I will be selling our wee Motorhome at the end of the season, and plan on moving next year. But I digress, I recently applied for, and got carers allowance, and today I got a letter from the Scottish Government giving me a carers bonus for having a tough time during the pandemic. I thought that was a nice touch. But caring, and not just through the pandemic, is just tough all round. But I will take this handshake.