Took dad today for his third period of respite, on telling him this morning he became very confused and was talking a load of nonsense then all of a sudden he said " is it them that are saying I have to go ( he meant the doctors) or have you just had enough of looking after me, I don't mean to be a nuisance at night I cannot help it if I don't sleep " well I was astounded at the lucidity, I explained that I needed to rest from time to time in order to be able to look after him... But on returning from leaving him there I'm feeling so guilty, I did not feel this wat last time.. I think it's because of dad's lucid moment this morning.... That's better I've got it off my chest now.. Exhausted 2015 xx