Don't feel guilty.. you have your reasons and I'm sure, if you could, you would live closer. We live so far away because we couldn't afford to buy a house where we lived and had no choice but to look up north where it's so much cheaper. Even though Dad lives in Wales, it's in mid-Wales and we can't afford to buy in his area. Plus my husband at nearly 60, needed to stay with his job and get a transfer but there were no depots in Wales.. that was the first area we looked at, to try to be closer to him. So as much as we want to, sometimes there are things beyond our control which mean that even with the best of intention, unfortunately we can't always live near our loved ones.It's great to have neighbours support, but I feel so guilty it's not me there to help!