Heading towards a year since losing Mum and suddenly it's all back,the guilt I'd tried to come to terms with, the emotions hitting from nowhere and the dreadful memories of the last days in the home. Wasn't expecting this but just reliving it over and over. Just want to give her a hug and say I'm so sorry. No one close knows what I saw and how poorly she was treated so can't share with anyone, Dad doesn't even know when she died as he seems to have blanked it all out. Just a wobbly emotional moment, sorry
Katherine x
Katherine x