ive bean married with my wife for 30 years. ive had alzhimers for 4 years. i cant believe that my wifes got cares stress. because of it she doesnt want me anymore. i dont realy now what to do i feal as if i wasnt hear anymore she would be better of. i dont like her being like she is she used to be so happy like me but now ime realy down i tried 3 weeks ago to finish it all of. but i phoned her to make shure i was doing the right thing but she stopped me i wish sometimes more than most, that i haddent made that call. i think i am pulling her down ive bean to sea a doctor but the things that my wife come out with is tohurtful for me i just dont now what to do .