Tooday my dearest husband said " iam dying" Iam hopeless and allready drained emotionally. Every day tears and tears. since September he sleep all the time, I was able yet somehow to feed him but now is only spoons of very soft porridge and he asleep again.He is bedbound and cannot doing anything, only feuw words whispering, He dont want to die and i cant do anything to keep him alive, He was for 38 years wonderful husband ,dad and human beeing who not deserve to die. I love him beyond the words and i do not let him go. I think if he go i will go with him. As hi declining so quickly i suffer even moore. Best would be to die together.