Hi can you please help me ,when do I have respite I just don't know , Peter don't really know what's going on but I am sure he will know if I left him in a home , I keep saying when he really don't know I will but ,I just don't know how bad he's got to get before he's ready. I know I am ,I can feel myself getting lower and lower but trying not to , but I am frightened that if he does have a rest I won't want him to come home has anyone felt like that x Christmas