I'm so low and struggling to find a purpose to life after losing mum after giving care and being totally emersed. I was an only child, now no one's child. I was supported throughout by lovely friends and some family and mum had a lovely send off with lots of people there. Now thought just 11 weeks after her passing (still counting in weeks) I'm left alone with the sorrow. I haven't even spoken out loud yet today. I've made contact with people but they're obviously not around. I just want someone to ask me how I'm doing and to not feel like I have to say 'ok thanks'. Thank goodness for talking point. I don't think people realise that this is the hard bit. When everything is done and everyone has 'gone home'.