What was the point.
I am now asking myself, what is the point.
I have had to change Ron's pant's and trousers twice today. Clean the bathroom floor, several times. I know in the great scheme of thing's it does not matter. But for some reason, it, bother,s me today. Have I reached the end of my tether ?.We went to B&Q today to buy a new curtain pole. Ron, he was nearly bent double. I felt ashamed. People were looking at us, I could see, why has she brought that poor man out ? he should be in bed. But, Ron wanted to come out, he feel's (like he is in jail). And it is only me that has the key's. I am dammed if I do, I am dammed if I don't.
Ron. has been asleep this PM since coming home from B & Q.
Just woke up.
I shouted at him.
I care that my arm's hurt from lifting him, I care that I am not getting any sleep. I care that it just washes over him. I care. Does anyone else ? NO.
I do not mean all of you, I mean his son, his nephew. A visit every now and again.
I expect they will all want to be remembered in Ron' will.
I would sell the house first, to fund Ron's care. So what if I end up in a rented place. Not getting any younger myself. And it begin's again. Will I be one of those people found dead 9 month's later?. No one cared I was there ?
I suspect, that not many will reply to this thread. I do not blame you. I blame the bloody system that allow's all this to continue. All I want, for Ron and I, is dignity. We both have worked all our life. Paid our taxes. What for ?
From the cradle to the grave - Having a laugh are you MP's?
Put your money where your BIG mouth's are.
With the greatest respect to every person on TP, and I thank you all - We do. I have, we have had the best support ever from all of you.
And some of you (well thanks) Lot's X
It is just Barb, the one who cannot spell, but hopes she will get her point across, having a rant.
Blomming heck, that feel's better. Liar !!!
Much love Barb & Ron
I am now asking myself, what is the point.
I have had to change Ron's pant's and trousers twice today. Clean the bathroom floor, several times. I know in the great scheme of thing's it does not matter. But for some reason, it, bother,s me today. Have I reached the end of my tether ?.We went to B&Q today to buy a new curtain pole. Ron, he was nearly bent double. I felt ashamed. People were looking at us, I could see, why has she brought that poor man out ? he should be in bed. But, Ron wanted to come out, he feel's (like he is in jail). And it is only me that has the key's. I am dammed if I do, I am dammed if I don't.
Ron. has been asleep this PM since coming home from B & Q.
Just woke up.
I shouted at him.
I care that my arm's hurt from lifting him, I care that I am not getting any sleep. I care that it just washes over him. I care. Does anyone else ? NO.
I do not mean all of you, I mean his son, his nephew. A visit every now and again.
I expect they will all want to be remembered in Ron' will.
I would sell the house first, to fund Ron's care. So what if I end up in a rented place. Not getting any younger myself. And it begin's again. Will I be one of those people found dead 9 month's later?. No one cared I was there ?
I suspect, that not many will reply to this thread. I do not blame you. I blame the bloody system that allow's all this to continue. All I want, for Ron and I, is dignity. We both have worked all our life. Paid our taxes. What for ?
From the cradle to the grave - Having a laugh are you MP's?
Put your money where your BIG mouth's are.
With the greatest respect to every person on TP, and I thank you all - We do. I have, we have had the best support ever from all of you.
And some of you (well thanks) Lot's X
It is just Barb, the one who cannot spell, but hopes she will get her point across, having a rant.
Blomming heck, that feel's better. Liar !!!
Much love Barb & Ron