Well, I don't know if I am on this earth or Fullers today!
What a rollercoaster of a day. This morning mum was completely out of it again then suddenly out of the blue she seemed to waken up with a right start. She scared me half to death.
Then she started talking, all gobble-de-gook, but talking just the same. She then accepted a few small spoons of custard at lunchtime and sips of lemonade. She was convinced that I wasn't her daughter because daughters hair was not the colour of mine! Oh dear, explained that I have had it dyed this colour for years, ever since I went grey but she wasn.t convinced poor darling. She was like this all afternoon and then about 4.30 she began to drift in and out of sleep and when I left about 7p.m. she was very drowsy.
It confuses me terribly and is playing havoc with my emotions. Yesterday I didn't think she would see the night through, not accepting food, drink or mouth care and here she is today letting us know who is the boss
Anyway, I will have to take it a day at a time, don't really know what is going on, hope she is still a bit alert in the morning but who knows, just have to hope. It is such a whirlwind of different emotions, I really don't know what to think.
Another night of worry but I think you get used to it.
Love Sunbell xx