I think I might be a little distracted ....I know I’m more that a little stressed This C19 is really getting to me. Or, to be more accurate, the attitude of some people (too many) is winding me up
I wrestled with my conscience this week ... I hate “telling tales”, but I felt I had to. I asked three times at the first call (ignored) .. then twice at the second call (ignored) .. then talked calmly (far calmer than I felt) about the importance of using masks. Still the other person continued to pull it down off their face. I was going to walk out. Refuse to work with them.
Today I reported them to the office. I know it will get back to them and my name will be mud .... but it’s the right thing to do. I hate wearing a mask. It’s sweaty. It’s hard to breathe through. But I wear it. Wearing a mask means I know I’ve done my best to protect my clients. I’m so blooming angry that someone else made me feel so bad about telling them to wear a mask. I seriously considered quitting. Walking out mid shift. I’m that scared of giving it to someone else.
When I have to shop, I can feel the stress levels building, my heart racing, my breathing ... I can’t wait to get out and go home. I thought work was safer. It isn’t. Or, it wasn’t that day