Hi, I have been reading posts on this forum for a few weeks now trying to make sense of things that resonate with our circumstances, but today am taking the plunge because I feel completely out of my depth and any advice would be much appreciated.
As a family we've had concerns about mum getting confused, forgetting things, losing things, etc for the last couple of years, twice I attended mum's gp's with her to highlight concerns, mum flat out refused to go for an MRI, or to attend memory clinic, and the GP explained that because mum was living independently and working, there wasn't much he could do. Fast forward to 9 weeks ago, I received a phone call from hospital, saying mum was found out of hours where she works, with a severe head trauma, she was rushed to another hospital for emergency surgery on a subdural hematoma, thankfully mum is on the mend and has been home from hospital 2 weeks tomorrow, but....
Since mum's accident, her memory decline has been exacerbated, (understandably) the hospital had arranged for carers to visit 3 times a day, requested I stay at mums for 6 weeks to help with mum's rehabilitation, and ensure mum has no more falls, accidents, had door buzzers fitted and pendant arranged. And a dosset box for her meds etc. 3 days after carers visiting mum had an assessment in which she insisted she can get herself washed and dressed, cook herself meals, take her own meds and that anything she couldn't do myself and my husband would do for her, (even though my husband has COPD /stage 3 emphysema and I'm his full time carer) and they were happy with that arrangement. Last Saturday mum had a full meltdown insisting her front door key be kept in the front door, which was fine until mum got up at 6 in the morning and went wandering locking myself and husband in her bungalow with the spare key in the lock box outside, so husband squeezed himself out of the window so we could both go out searching for her, me scouring all routes she'd normally take her dog walking on the hubster drove all round town searching, we rang the police worried sick, imagining all sorts, police called us back saying they'd already received a complaint, that mum was in a safe place, and not to worry. I didn't know if mum had eaten she hadn't taken her meds, We were both worried sick about mum, and all the while mum was sat in her next door neighbours, who had called the police claiming I was holding mum prisoner, not looking after her properly, trying to take over her property and have her removed, which is ridiculous and so hurtful, I made a call to adult services emergency line, to make them aware, but everything is a constant battle of wills, mum hides her phone, chargers, glasses, keys, cards,
We found several bags under mum's bed of neatly folded soiled tissues, she refuses to wash or bathe, she's feeding her dog in her bedroom, hiding tins of food both new and opened as well as the food bowls, we've managed to clear and decorate mum's front room and front bedroom while mum was in hospital, and replaced the flooring to lower risks of trips and falls but the rest of mums home is a hoarding nightmare, there were butter tubs and meat kept in cupboards in the kitchen because the fridge was full, some cans dating back 8-10 years out of date, mum is in a housing association property (used to be council) and has refused to have any modernisation done in the 30years she's lived there in case they put her rent up, i have rang mums housing association, who are sending out a surveyer, for a new kitchen and bathroom as both are beyond repair, but because I'm trying to get everything sorted so mums safe, mum just seems to resent me more. I didn't have the best childhood, there was abuse from mum and mum has told several family members how 'evil' I am before all this happened, but then if anybody has an opinion that isn't the same as mum's, then to her mind shes right and everyone else is wrong. Mum's brother had advised that long term a care home would be the best solution, purely because of how she can be, but I feel like there's too much of mum left to do that to her, and I don't think she'd ever forgive me, but our current situation isn't helping any of us, I love her so much but just feel like no matter what i say or do will ever be good enough any advice would be much appreciated x
As a family we've had concerns about mum getting confused, forgetting things, losing things, etc for the last couple of years, twice I attended mum's gp's with her to highlight concerns, mum flat out refused to go for an MRI, or to attend memory clinic, and the GP explained that because mum was living independently and working, there wasn't much he could do. Fast forward to 9 weeks ago, I received a phone call from hospital, saying mum was found out of hours where she works, with a severe head trauma, she was rushed to another hospital for emergency surgery on a subdural hematoma, thankfully mum is on the mend and has been home from hospital 2 weeks tomorrow, but....
Since mum's accident, her memory decline has been exacerbated, (understandably) the hospital had arranged for carers to visit 3 times a day, requested I stay at mums for 6 weeks to help with mum's rehabilitation, and ensure mum has no more falls, accidents, had door buzzers fitted and pendant arranged. And a dosset box for her meds etc. 3 days after carers visiting mum had an assessment in which she insisted she can get herself washed and dressed, cook herself meals, take her own meds and that anything she couldn't do myself and my husband would do for her, (even though my husband has COPD /stage 3 emphysema and I'm his full time carer) and they were happy with that arrangement. Last Saturday mum had a full meltdown insisting her front door key be kept in the front door, which was fine until mum got up at 6 in the morning and went wandering locking myself and husband in her bungalow with the spare key in the lock box outside, so husband squeezed himself out of the window so we could both go out searching for her, me scouring all routes she'd normally take her dog walking on the hubster drove all round town searching, we rang the police worried sick, imagining all sorts, police called us back saying they'd already received a complaint, that mum was in a safe place, and not to worry. I didn't know if mum had eaten she hadn't taken her meds, We were both worried sick about mum, and all the while mum was sat in her next door neighbours, who had called the police claiming I was holding mum prisoner, not looking after her properly, trying to take over her property and have her removed, which is ridiculous and so hurtful, I made a call to adult services emergency line, to make them aware, but everything is a constant battle of wills, mum hides her phone, chargers, glasses, keys, cards,
We found several bags under mum's bed of neatly folded soiled tissues, she refuses to wash or bathe, she's feeding her dog in her bedroom, hiding tins of food both new and opened as well as the food bowls, we've managed to clear and decorate mum's front room and front bedroom while mum was in hospital, and replaced the flooring to lower risks of trips and falls but the rest of mums home is a hoarding nightmare, there were butter tubs and meat kept in cupboards in the kitchen because the fridge was full, some cans dating back 8-10 years out of date, mum is in a housing association property (used to be council) and has refused to have any modernisation done in the 30years she's lived there in case they put her rent up, i have rang mums housing association, who are sending out a surveyer, for a new kitchen and bathroom as both are beyond repair, but because I'm trying to get everything sorted so mums safe, mum just seems to resent me more. I didn't have the best childhood, there was abuse from mum and mum has told several family members how 'evil' I am before all this happened, but then if anybody has an opinion that isn't the same as mum's, then to her mind shes right and everyone else is wrong. Mum's brother had advised that long term a care home would be the best solution, purely because of how she can be, but I feel like there's too much of mum left to do that to her, and I don't think she'd ever forgive me, but our current situation isn't helping any of us, I love her so much but just feel like no matter what i say or do will ever be good enough any advice would be much appreciated x