hubby died 9 weeks ago, am coping quite well, but yesterday,I felt so alone, [have family near by that I see every day] but I suddenly thought how hubby must have felt when I had to put him in care ,so alone and not knowing any one, as his mum[thats me the wife] wasnt there ,he used to say ive been looking for you.and I thought I was doing so well the tears werent so often, how I wish this thought hadnt come to me,I was trying so hard to remember the good times but more tears and now I can cope again for a while,just needed some one to tell,and I know I have friends on here that ubderstand/