Always Questions but never any real answers....................
Elaine asks, Whats Wrong ??
Me: Dont know
Elaine, How do you feel ?
Me: Dont know, just not well
Elaine , In what way not well ?
Me, Can't explain it, dont feel right, feel detached, feel lost, feel like all around me is collapsing, feeling of dread and worry, feels like something bads going to happen, a little confused, sad, anxious and so frustrated .
Elaine, WHY ?
Me Cant explain ........
And so it goes on, so many mixed up feeling`s when you have dementia, so much going on in your head, so many flashbacks of times past, worries of times to come, feeling of impending doom, trying to put on a brave face for all but knowing deep inside your dying, bit by bit.
Every time someone reminds you of something you have forgotton, knowing that bit is gone forever, never to return, another minute, another hour another day of wondering what's going to happen next.
And yet ???
All this time we try to explain to loved ones how we are feeling at the time
SO SO VERY SORRY WE CANT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Norrms xxxxxxxxxxxx
Elaine asks, Whats Wrong ??
Me: Dont know
Elaine, How do you feel ?
Me: Dont know, just not well
Elaine , In what way not well ?
Me, Can't explain it, dont feel right, feel detached, feel lost, feel like all around me is collapsing, feeling of dread and worry, feels like something bads going to happen, a little confused, sad, anxious and so frustrated .
Elaine, WHY ?
Me Cant explain ........
And so it goes on, so many mixed up feeling`s when you have dementia, so much going on in your head, so many flashbacks of times past, worries of times to come, feeling of impending doom, trying to put on a brave face for all but knowing deep inside your dying, bit by bit.
Every time someone reminds you of something you have forgotton, knowing that bit is gone forever, never to return, another minute, another hour another day of wondering what's going to happen next.
And yet ???
All this time we try to explain to loved ones how we are feeling at the time
SO SO VERY SORRY WE CANT xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Norrms xxxxxxxxxxxx