you weep Sweetie, you are allowed.
You are grieving for what was, and have yet to see just how much more there will be when your clearly beloved wife is safe in her own place.
I am sure that physically life will be easier for you, and that in turn will give you more energy to do the things with her that you want to - take her out for lunch, or a trip round the shops in a wheelchair. There are so many things you'll be able to enjoy, not least the hugs and kisses, you never give those up.
I am sure she is sensing your upset. Please try and see it as 'the start of something better' rather than the end of what you had. You still have the most important thing - each other
You are grieving for what was, and have yet to see just how much more there will be when your clearly beloved wife is safe in her own place.
I am sure that physically life will be easier for you, and that in turn will give you more energy to do the things with her that you want to - take her out for lunch, or a trip round the shops in a wheelchair. There are so many things you'll be able to enjoy, not least the hugs and kisses, you never give those up.
I am sure she is sensing your upset. Please try and see it as 'the start of something better' rather than the end of what you had. You still have the most important thing - each other