Dear Poppy,
Such a sad day for you. I'm sure you'll have all sorts of memories and I'm sure you've been re-living the events of a year ago for a while now.
Please be kind to yourself. A year passes so quickly, and it doesn't feel long enough...at least that's how I felt when my dad died. It's just gone 2 years since, and I still can't believe he's gone. It all seems so recent. And now mum's gone too and it's been nearly 5 weeks. Time just goes too fast.
No advice on how to get through it. I don't think I consciously did...but the sun did set, and it rose again the next day...only I didn't really notice...
Take care, cry your eyes out, and then raise a glass to your dear mum. Hopefully, as the years pass, we'll mark the days filled with happiness in their memory, and less so the days of sadness. But it's only been 12 months.
Thinking of you and sending love, xxx