Don't know why because Eric is generally sleeping well and we haven't had too many disrupted nights.
The circular conversations are back ..as are the films. "Sound of Music" has played all day today..and last night too.
I'm coming to the end of my tether again...and feel like a constant moaner and a real wet blanket.
Managed a short time in the garden thisafternoon and did some weeding....Eric did come out to look for me and sat with me for a while..but the conversations about his mum, our house, his pension and inheritance all started again. The garden meant nothing to him.
Tonight I feel so desperate.
I've phoned my GP and am seeing him on Wednesday.
We do have sitters and carers and Eric goes into regular respite..I know I'm one of the lucky ones who has a lot of support.
But I am really struggling with my feelings.
Summer is coming and I dread the thought of yet another summer cooped up in the house watching TV and being trapped.
xx
The circular conversations are back ..as are the films. "Sound of Music" has played all day today..and last night too.
I'm coming to the end of my tether again...and feel like a constant moaner and a real wet blanket.
Managed a short time in the garden thisafternoon and did some weeding....Eric did come out to look for me and sat with me for a while..but the conversations about his mum, our house, his pension and inheritance all started again. The garden meant nothing to him.
Tonight I feel so desperate.
I've phoned my GP and am seeing him on Wednesday.
We do have sitters and carers and Eric goes into regular respite..I know I'm one of the lucky ones who has a lot of support.
But I am really struggling with my feelings.
Summer is coming and I dread the thought of yet another summer cooped up in the house watching TV and being trapped.
xx