So I go to see my OH today as I do every day which is 2 and a half hours travelling on buses. I take a friend who he used to work with. Chatty and friendly with him fine with the staff then we are on our own and he starts. He wants to come home and first I try to deflect and then I am firmer about the care requirements that will be imposed by Pyschiatric team. He first cries and then becomes abusive saying its all my fault and he wants a divorce. He is then abusive about our son because he hasn't bought his guitar in,I hadn't actually asked him yet and he can't play it anyway. That was a 18month delusion with lessons every other week!
Came home on the bus and I thought is this just the rest of my life this endless misery. Do any of you feel like this?
Came home on the bus and I thought is this just the rest of my life this endless misery. Do any of you feel like this?