had doctor down on wednesday mum in really bad pain he was bloody hopeless, had doctor to day while dad was away for a couple of hours really good doctor took all the tablets that were no good, gave her stronger tablets i gave her one and she really brighten up and started talking even though some times you did not understand her bless her.the doctor said mum has only have about 2 wks to live and the doctor said let her spend her last weeks at hope with pain killing tablets, for the first time in years when i gave mum a good bye kiss she cuddled me and did not want to let me go.i feel like screaming hitting out why does she have to dye though alzheimers and this terriable cancer. sorry about spelling never was very strong subject.i am so tired of being strong.