Hi all,
my last post I discussed mum coming to me for Christmas day and now i can't believe that I'm typing that she passed away on the 29th Dec in the care home.. We weren't expecting it and as mum had a living will she didn't want hospital treatment and was ill for 4 days. Sadly my sister was on holiday in Australia and so sad having to keep her updated by phone. The funeral was Thursday and I'm back at work today and I feel worst now after the funeral than the 2 weeks leading up to the funeral.
Doesn’t matter how much i tell myself mum is finally no longer tormented with the disease and it's for the best... it's my mum and although I grieved a long time ago at losing her I didn't except it too hurt as much. xx
Thanks for the support whilst being here.
Sarah xx
my last post I discussed mum coming to me for Christmas day and now i can't believe that I'm typing that she passed away on the 29th Dec in the care home.. We weren't expecting it and as mum had a living will she didn't want hospital treatment and was ill for 4 days. Sadly my sister was on holiday in Australia and so sad having to keep her updated by phone. The funeral was Thursday and I'm back at work today and I feel worst now after the funeral than the 2 weeks leading up to the funeral.
Doesn’t matter how much i tell myself mum is finally no longer tormented with the disease and it's for the best... it's my mum and although I grieved a long time ago at losing her I didn't except it too hurt as much. xx
Thanks for the support whilst being here.
Sarah xx