Mother's day. Sitting listening to the radio and hearing requests for mums from their loving children. It's not that I don't love my mum I do but I feel so distant from my mum as a daughter. I feel that I am this person who just sorts out all issues of which over the last few days have been many. To the point of having to call social services last night asking for assistance as I'm away for 2 nights. Her deteration seems to be fast and non stop to the point that I feel I'm always on the back foot and not achieving much. My mother's day wish would be to see a glimmer of my old mum. The mum that would enjoy a lovely sunny day and being with her family and not the constant anxious frightened one of today xxx