Hi, I’m a newbie here, just wondered how people cope with the emotional side of caring for an elderly parent who has changed so drastically in the last year, I have just reduced my full time hours to part time to care for her on afternoons, mam is 82 but as I have no siblings I have all the responsibility, she lives with my dad but he’s detached himself from the whole situation, she’s has extreme hallucinations and it’s just heartbreaking, she has been in an out of respite care three times in 6 months, as she was becoming aggressive, she is paranoid and now saying she her neighbours are trying to kill her and dad (they have lived there peacefully for over 40 years) , along with other extreme beliefs, she came out of respite care on Monday and has been to the day centre today which she enjoys, but driving home she started screaming and crying saying she didn’t want to go home and wishes she wasn’t here, I’m managing with the personal care, but seeing mam in that state us just unbearable and I don’t know what to do!! She has got a water sample in the GPs but results are taking ages to come back. I feel so selfish but my own son and daughter have grew up and moved away just recently, so feel like I’ve spent me life caring for people, I’m exhausted 😕 (sorry for very long thread)