hi, don,t know why i post sometimes i feel i can,t really help anyone else with thier posts but it seems when i write it down it gets it out, many friends will say to me you know where i am if you want to talk but i can,t. last monday mam seemed to be a bit more confused than usual got herself upset because she couldn,t understand what was going on, but on tues she seemed a little like her old self and we went shopping to the metro centre which she enjoyed. on tues nite she went to her local pub but couldn,t remember why. to cut a long story short she was admitted to an assesment unit. and since last wednesday i see a bit more of her disappearing every day. she is like a little lost child. she knows who we are but it breaks our hearts. we think how could she go downhill so quickley but nobody seems bothered. i know by joining tp there are many others going through or have been through all of this, its like i think it was grommet said its like standing on the edge of an abyss