Another difficult day today, culminating in Ambulance, paramedics and a trip to the hospital - following another afternoon of agitation and hostility from OH - and meltdown from me. Decided to not wait in A & E for the proposed four hours, to be told that there is really nothing they can do - So I discharged her and brought her home, because I wanted to take care of her. Will she go to bed peacefully ? - No. Is she still wandering around the house messing it up? - Yes. Do I know what the hell to do anymore ? - No.
Now I love my wife, from the depth of my soul. I think that she is a really lovely person and I know that she is the love of my life - I know she can't help it. I know its the ****** Alzheimers. I know she will probably not remember tomorrow morning what happened today.
However, I don't like her. There you go, I've said it. Tomorrow I will probably feel better and off we will go on the Alzheimers merry-go-round again.
What happened to my life???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Now I love my wife, from the depth of my soul. I think that she is a really lovely person and I know that she is the love of my life - I know she can't help it. I know its the ****** Alzheimers. I know she will probably not remember tomorrow morning what happened today.
However, I don't like her. There you go, I've said it. Tomorrow I will probably feel better and off we will go on the Alzheimers merry-go-round again.
What happened to my life???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????