Hi all. I’m new to this forum and I have a mum with mixed dementia, Alzheimer’s and vascular dementia. My mum has been living in a care home since early 2021 after she broke her hip in Jan 21. Social services moved her there after she was discharged as they were not happy for her to go back to her sheltered accommodation. She’s had an assessment while she was in there, which led to the diagnosis.
I visit my mum a couple of times a week as I work full time, and my aunt and her husband visit too. The last three times I have visited my mum she has been very unkind and spiteful to me. She says that I am a bully, that I’m spiteful, that’s it’s all about me (I didn’t have the colour nail varnish she wanted). I always do her nails every week and her hair. I take in the things she likes but finds fault with everything I do. She’s very negative and doesn’t have anything good to say about the home, the staff or the food. She hasn’t always been like this, and it’s got worse the last few months. I try and stay positive and upbeat, but when I got in the car this week I cried, which I very rarely do. I do realize that it is the disease and not her but it’s very hurtful.
My brother and sister live in Devon, 200 miles away and aren’t able to visit regularly - once or twice a year. They don’t understand how wearing it is.
I’m after some advice as to whether I can tell her that she’s hurting my feelings? And whether I should leave if she starts being unkind? I absolutely dread going to see her and I have to brace myself before I go in. The staff often tell me that she was really looking forward to seeing me before I came in, as they’ve overheard our conversation and heard her being unkind and negative.
My son says that I should visit every other week to give myself a break, but I feel guilty, because nobody else apart from my aunt visits her. When my aunt, who is her younger sister goes in, she is really nice to her, and seems to enjoy her visits. My mum was talking about my brother this week, saying what a wonderful son he is, bearing in mind he doesn’t going in very often. I feel very unappreciated, as I’ve had to take her to four medical appointments in the last couple of months and had to take time off work to do that.
Sorry about the moan. I know there are other people on here who have it a lot harder.
I visit my mum a couple of times a week as I work full time, and my aunt and her husband visit too. The last three times I have visited my mum she has been very unkind and spiteful to me. She says that I am a bully, that I’m spiteful, that’s it’s all about me (I didn’t have the colour nail varnish she wanted). I always do her nails every week and her hair. I take in the things she likes but finds fault with everything I do. She’s very negative and doesn’t have anything good to say about the home, the staff or the food. She hasn’t always been like this, and it’s got worse the last few months. I try and stay positive and upbeat, but when I got in the car this week I cried, which I very rarely do. I do realize that it is the disease and not her but it’s very hurtful.
My brother and sister live in Devon, 200 miles away and aren’t able to visit regularly - once or twice a year. They don’t understand how wearing it is.
I’m after some advice as to whether I can tell her that she’s hurting my feelings? And whether I should leave if she starts being unkind? I absolutely dread going to see her and I have to brace myself before I go in. The staff often tell me that she was really looking forward to seeing me before I came in, as they’ve overheard our conversation and heard her being unkind and negative.
My son says that I should visit every other week to give myself a break, but I feel guilty, because nobody else apart from my aunt visits her. When my aunt, who is her younger sister goes in, she is really nice to her, and seems to enjoy her visits. My mum was talking about my brother this week, saying what a wonderful son he is, bearing in mind he doesn’t going in very often. I feel very unappreciated, as I’ve had to take her to four medical appointments in the last couple of months and had to take time off work to do that.
Sorry about the moan. I know there are other people on here who have it a lot harder.