I appreciate everyone's kindness here while I'm dealing with these symptoms. I've gone downhill the past month and I'm just, having to wait for appointments right now.
I'm noticing myself having more trouble with remembering recent events. I can barely remember what I did yesterday or a few hours ago, even a few minutes ago.
Time seems to completely fly by or not move at all. I thought it was evening earlier but it was only 10am. I went downstairs to talk with my mother about taking an allergy tablet then forgot what I came down for very quickly.
I asked my mom to put some chicken wings in the oven for me and said I'd get them out when they were finished, so I did. I went down, and reached up to turn the light off above the stove, thinking I was turning off the stove itself. I realized fairly quickly but it also took me a moment to remember which buttons to press to turn it off. I felt genuinely confused, not like a momentary lapse.
I forgot if I took my concerta this morning, so I didn't trust my memory and just didn't take it so I wouldn't double dose. I'm pretty sure I didn't and that I was mixing it up with yesterday, but still.
Another thing that's gotten alot worse is I have a constant pressure on the right half of my head, and it feels like it's tingling, almost like it's low circulation. But it got worse when my memory/thinking worsened this past month.
I'm also much more tired, sleeping around 12 hours because it's just so tiring to be awake with this going on.
This is driving me insane. I also asked my mother to clarify what kind of dementia my family members on her side have had/have. My grandmother apparently had ministrokes that gave her hers, which I'm assuming would be vascular dementia. She thinks my great grandmother had alzheimers but isn't sure, and my uncle was diagnosed with frontotemporal. My uncle was diagnosed right before his 65th birthday. I'm pretty sure my grandmother and great grandmother were past 65, but I'm honestly afraid to ask if they were younger because it'd just fuel my fears.
Nobody in the house thinks anything is wrong with me, but I'm noticing my own shortcomings. I've been trying to ignore them or make excuses for myself, but everything's pointing to what I'm afraid of.
I even updated end-of-life care in my patient portal stating what my wishes were for my pets and belongings because I feel so sure about this. I don't know what to do. I feel helpless and waiting for an official diagnosis of anything is taking so long.
I'm noticing myself having more trouble with remembering recent events. I can barely remember what I did yesterday or a few hours ago, even a few minutes ago.
Time seems to completely fly by or not move at all. I thought it was evening earlier but it was only 10am. I went downstairs to talk with my mother about taking an allergy tablet then forgot what I came down for very quickly.
I asked my mom to put some chicken wings in the oven for me and said I'd get them out when they were finished, so I did. I went down, and reached up to turn the light off above the stove, thinking I was turning off the stove itself. I realized fairly quickly but it also took me a moment to remember which buttons to press to turn it off. I felt genuinely confused, not like a momentary lapse.
I forgot if I took my concerta this morning, so I didn't trust my memory and just didn't take it so I wouldn't double dose. I'm pretty sure I didn't and that I was mixing it up with yesterday, but still.
Another thing that's gotten alot worse is I have a constant pressure on the right half of my head, and it feels like it's tingling, almost like it's low circulation. But it got worse when my memory/thinking worsened this past month.
I'm also much more tired, sleeping around 12 hours because it's just so tiring to be awake with this going on.
This is driving me insane. I also asked my mother to clarify what kind of dementia my family members on her side have had/have. My grandmother apparently had ministrokes that gave her hers, which I'm assuming would be vascular dementia. She thinks my great grandmother had alzheimers but isn't sure, and my uncle was diagnosed with frontotemporal. My uncle was diagnosed right before his 65th birthday. I'm pretty sure my grandmother and great grandmother were past 65, but I'm honestly afraid to ask if they were younger because it'd just fuel my fears.
Nobody in the house thinks anything is wrong with me, but I'm noticing my own shortcomings. I've been trying to ignore them or make excuses for myself, but everything's pointing to what I'm afraid of.
I even updated end-of-life care in my patient portal stating what my wishes were for my pets and belongings because I feel so sure about this. I don't know what to do. I feel helpless and waiting for an official diagnosis of anything is taking so long.