Just wanted to say.... If you are like me at all you will - cry, worry, wonder, clean, wash, feed, dress, reassure, arrange, juggle, sacrifice, cry again, repeat, repeat, repeat, loose, find, and keep going. After sharing my life and home in a way I never imagined I am rewarded with - a look in the eye, a chuckle, a smile and it's worth it all. If its anger, confusion, denial, accusations, blame, I am here and always have been. She can rely on me. She is my mother and I am her daughter even when she doesn't know it I do and keep going. I will leave frustration at siblings, the illness, the system behind and keep going because I know its worth it all.