I'm due to go on holiday in a few weeks time. I really need the break but Mum's getting worse about being without me, even at the day centre she used to love. She just feels unsafe when I'm not around but it's suffocating me. I feel like I've completely lost my own life. I pretty much have. She has carers in twice a day to get her up then put her to bed and while I'm away they will be in during the day and will take her to her day centres and make her meals like I usually do. Without breaks I won't cope with the next leg of the journey but I'm worried that leaving her for a week will make the anxiety worse.