Hi first post although been a voyeur to forum for many years. Today after looking after my partner for eight challenging years was the first time I actually sat downstairs and cried my heart out. My partner has PCA and it's been a struggle but like all of us as we carry on. Today was a climax of many things a new grandchild was one and E would have been a great grandma but missing out on so much also we were avid festival attendees and the season's just started and friends are so exited especially after lockdown. Not expecting solutions but just in the mood to let it out!