Hi,
I'm new here but sure there is someone in the same boat, just looking to connect for a bit of emotional support.
My Mum is 73, has had Alzheimers for 9 years and been in care 5 years. My brother died 3 years ago, my Dad died a year ago, I am my Mum's only living close relative and Deputy for her under the CoP. I am in my mid 30's, happily married with a toddler and baby, so life is full on!
My Mum's dementia is now very advanced - she can not walk, talk or undertake any personal care. She is doubly incontinent and has no idea where she is re time/space etc. She grinds her teeth terribly, no cause can be found other than that it is part of her dementia. She lives in a care home in our village so I visit twice a week. She has a distant friend who visits a couple of times a year but all her other friends live several hundred miles away.
I find it really hard to visit her, she is just so poorly, little more than a shell of who she was. Yesterday she had a fall from her commode, hit her nose on a bathroom cabinet so has a swollen face and two black eyes today. I visited yesterday, tried to prepare my almost 3 year old that Grandma isn't well, but she was terrified when she saw her - Mum had picked her nose (sorry) so her face and fingers were fairly covered in blood. Staff cleaned her up very quickly but my daughter still wouldn't see her so we couldn't stay long - I felt pulled in two about who to look after. It is just so miserable and could go on for years as she is largely otherwise well. She nearly died 2 years ago from a very sudden pneumonia but had IV antibiotics and bounced back - I just wish she had gone and was at peace with my Dad. Sorry if this seems selfish and mean but if you saw her you would understand. her GP and care home are good, there is just no way of making life good for her now. I know she would not want to live like this. Thanks for reading... xx
I'm new here but sure there is someone in the same boat, just looking to connect for a bit of emotional support.
My Mum is 73, has had Alzheimers for 9 years and been in care 5 years. My brother died 3 years ago, my Dad died a year ago, I am my Mum's only living close relative and Deputy for her under the CoP. I am in my mid 30's, happily married with a toddler and baby, so life is full on!
My Mum's dementia is now very advanced - she can not walk, talk or undertake any personal care. She is doubly incontinent and has no idea where she is re time/space etc. She grinds her teeth terribly, no cause can be found other than that it is part of her dementia. She lives in a care home in our village so I visit twice a week. She has a distant friend who visits a couple of times a year but all her other friends live several hundred miles away.
I find it really hard to visit her, she is just so poorly, little more than a shell of who she was. Yesterday she had a fall from her commode, hit her nose on a bathroom cabinet so has a swollen face and two black eyes today. I visited yesterday, tried to prepare my almost 3 year old that Grandma isn't well, but she was terrified when she saw her - Mum had picked her nose (sorry) so her face and fingers were fairly covered in blood. Staff cleaned her up very quickly but my daughter still wouldn't see her so we couldn't stay long - I felt pulled in two about who to look after. It is just so miserable and could go on for years as she is largely otherwise well. She nearly died 2 years ago from a very sudden pneumonia but had IV antibiotics and bounced back - I just wish she had gone and was at peace with my Dad. Sorry if this seems selfish and mean but if you saw her you would understand. her GP and care home are good, there is just no way of making life good for her now. I know she would not want to live like this. Thanks for reading... xx