I really feel like the time has come for some real outside help,I had a break at my brothers house last night,he lives a fair way away from me,my son took me and came back to stay over with his stepdad,he brought me home this morning and was shocked at how hard it was looking after him for just one night! We're a close family but of course they only see what's going on when they just call in for a brew,it's nothing compared with the 24/7 is it? Now my son and 2 daughters are really worried about me,they all know what the day to day is like,he's told them,I feel relieved if that makes sense,I'm now sat with tears in my eyes,it's all so sad,his life is over and I don't know what to do to help him.I'm going to have to let go of the guilt and sadness and think what's now best for him💔