Thank you. You’re right of course but in a strange way judging myself this way helps to make some sense of it all, as if my behaviour became a cause.You are being way too hard on yourself. We all know how traumatic it is looking after PWD is. Please feel reassured that most probably you did the best that you were able to always. Don't doubt yourself. Xx
I know it’s wrong but I just want to have some form of resolution, something to blame that makes sense of the dementia and effects.,
Dementia is the one condition that does this to people. Your nearest friend, love one, companion for years becomes a stranger and you are a stranger to them. And, of course, it just gets worse until your world is turned upside down.