I’m off the sleeping tablets so that’s a bit of progress. Doctor still wants to continue the other pills and see me in a weeks time. They are so caring at the surgery, I’m very lucky. I didn’t go to see my wife yesterday but will today. I always always feel that I’m letting her down when I don’t visit. I still can’t accept that she should be in the home and I know that’s not logical but I’m emotionally broken in some respects.