In a Nut shell, i didnt go down last sat and sun to the nursing home for just have have a couple of days "off" then mon, tue, wed, the weather was pretty ****ty and ive not had any sleep since 2pm or so yesterday so right now iam totally yawning my head off. I KNOW i shouldnt feel bad for not going/being down and i have called the home today i asked how mum was and got told she was sitting in the lounge and then i asked how her mood was and got told quiet and i explained about not being down(what've said here) insomnia and that and the staff member on the phone imo was totally indifferent in general. When i called yesterday i got told The GP came out to my mum yesterday at the home and i got told her dose of anti depressents and Parecetemol(for sore back) had been upped, she's not been eating a lot and been very quiet. Thoughts Anyone??.