Well you read about what to expect but in reality its alot worse. O/H prescribed antidepressants which I was not happy to give to him, however after 4 weeks things were not improving so decided I have not choice. Big mistake started him on mirtzapine last Saturday and this weekend he has gone crazy, thinking we are trying to hurt him and and me particular is trying to kill him. He has been running out the house refusing to come back was misssing twice yesterday took two hours in total to find and coax him back home only for him to insist he wants to leave . Only our 7 year old son was able to calm him and make him go to bed. Did not give him the antidepressant last night, but when he woke up would not go near me still thinks I want to kill. Stayed out of his way and made doctors appointment. With the help of my nephew managed to get him to go there. Doctor has now prescribe lorazapam 1mg twice a day. It seemed to of worked he was calm apologetic and even managed a smile but come 1930 just switched and ran away again had to call police who found him gave another dose of medicine hoping it would calm him again. Which it seemed to he apologised seemed to be relaxing then when my step son and nephew said they were going so we could go to bed he said I am going to and ran out the house I called out to him and now the boys at sitting in the car watching him they have approached him twice and he is adamant he is not coming home. So I sit here with my little lad in bed asleep unaware his dad had run off again, my two boys sitting in the cold watching O/H walking around up and down the roads. What to do? Did I leave giving the medicine to long? If I am the enemy should I leave for a while?..............