Sam Luvit
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Cream cake again ???
Not in the mood for bribery, so I cooked instead . She does like her food, oh & a large G&T
Cream cake again ???
Sam, good luck with the garage, the shelving, and the sorting. If you run out of things to sort, you can come and have a go at my garage, it's a shocking mess!
I just wanted to offer a sympathetic ear about your mum's anxiety, as I well remember what it was like when my mother was in thrall to anxiety. Like your mum, she didn't know what was wrong with her (and this was before her diagnosis, but not before her dementia), but she knew something was not right. It was really horrible to watch her suffer, and I imagine it's horrible for you as well as her.
I wish I had great advice, but don't, just sympathy and cyber hugs to offer.
Sam yo
Quiet day again with Mum sleeping for most of it so just got stuck into my book and Mum holding my hand in her vice like grip .....I read for a couple of hours struggling to keep my eyes open with Mums babaling going on for most of the night....again
Sorry I have been AWOL for a while - I have no excuse
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No doubt in my mind now, mum has definitely taken a downturn
I'm cooking dinner, she's ignoring me, but no lemon face, more hesitant & unsure
Anyway, I was walking past her, took a chance & sidestepped in front of her & grabbed her hands, pulled her arms around me & gave her a hug. Yay, she hugged me back
She then say ... "I'm sorry I've been such a cow to you today. I've had a wake up call"
L O N G story short, she went out with her friend D, who was awful, very embarrassing to be with & mum is worried she has dementia
Mum does not remember Dr F telling her she has Akz, doesn't remember telling me, didn't know that's why I moved down to be with her
So, she's forgotten what Alz is, so not stressing over that, which is good, told me the house is mine & next time she tells me to get out, I'm to tell her it's my F'ing house
She's a bit subdued, but holding my hand & saying she loves me. I've told her, she had 3 choices, I left her to it & waited for a crisis, I put her in a home or I moved. I won't promise she won't go in a home, but I'll do this as long as I can or until she gets violent
So we move along to the next stage by the look of it
Sam you really do make me feel very guilty about my garage. I'll say to myself whilst the carer is here the next day (providing they can keep my Mum from hunting me down) I will make a start and get it sorted before the winter comes but I just can't muster up the enthusiasm or energy
Quiet day again with Mum sleeping for most of it so just got stuck into my book and Mum holding my hand in her vice like grip .....I read for a couple of hours struggling to keep my eyes open with Mums babaling going on for most of the night....again
. , but it's the repeated confabulations that grate sometimes. We are only human
Forgetting about all those years nursing is so sad