Just back from a week away with a friend (husband stayed at home to look after our elderly dog, bless him)....where we agreed just to have some fun and not talk about 'problems'. It really was good and I felt really well and positive all week.
Now I've been back since yesterday afternoon and been with mum all day today.....back to earth with a bump! I am feeling sorry for myself (sorry for mum too) and very, very guilty about also feeling resentful about returning to face all the same old stuff. I feel like a real failure...I seem to cope on the outside but inside I am full of terrible feelings.
Just wanted to offload really and only have a short while on here until the phone calls might begin!!
SO nice, though, to come back to this forum where I know it's ok to have a wobble!
Will try to catch up on what you've all been doing.
Love
Snip x
Now I've been back since yesterday afternoon and been with mum all day today.....back to earth with a bump! I am feeling sorry for myself (sorry for mum too) and very, very guilty about also feeling resentful about returning to face all the same old stuff. I feel like a real failure...I seem to cope on the outside but inside I am full of terrible feelings.
Just wanted to offload really and only have a short while on here until the phone calls might begin!!
SO nice, though, to come back to this forum where I know it's ok to have a wobble!
Will try to catch up on what you've all been doing.
Love
Snip x