Just need to have a rant /moan about our current situation . A couple of months ago I came to the realisation that I simply could not carry on looking after OH . Without going into the reasons , I really felt I was heading for some kind of breakdown. As OH not self funding (and we are not married ) I contacted the social worker and various meetings were held with GP consultant etc . the upshot of which was that it was agreed by everyone that D needed to be placed in a care home . However then he was assessed for housing with care which means being moved to a flat in a block with carers on site 24 hrs . There is no way he can look after himself now and couldn't possibly manage , also has history of absconding from respite care and has had two DOLs in the past . Nonetheless the funding panel decided on that option , I had to furnish and equip the flat , ( not an easy task when looking after a PWD ) , everyone who knew the situation predicted that it would be a disaster , and it was ! In the space of two weeks D had managed to leave the building without anyone noticing countless times , the police had been involved several times , bringing him back when he was found wandering in the street saying he lived in Sussex ( he did once ) or some other place . In addition he was not eating properly ,living on bread and jam , apples and tea because he refused to let the carers into the flat , or let them do anything for him . Fortunately it was fairly near home , so I was going every other day to do what I could ,( while being told " you've put me away because you don't love me anymore " ) I sent a safeguarding concern email to the Adult Protection team , who contacted Social services to say he must be moved to a safe environment immediately , however it transpired that there was no bed available in the borough!!! Two days later he was picked up in the street again by the police and taken to the local hospital , they kept him there for five days over Christmas , then sent him to a care home in another borough as a temporary measure . so the poor man has been moved three times in the last few weeks , is more confused and agitated than ever , he has broken a window trying to get out and is generally proving to be very difficult to cope with , they are now trying to find a permanent place for him . All this has happened , I can only conclude , because our cash strapped borough has shortsightedly gone for the cheapest option , ignoring the opinions of the professionals who have known D for some time . I am very upset and angry , and will be writing a very strongly worded letter of complaint when it is all resolved . Also of course very, very sad that it has come to this , but somehow I can't begin to process it all while things are in such an unsettled state . Sorry about this lengthy screed and thanks to anyone who manages to read it all