my husband is now sleeping, he sleeps probably at least 18 hours a day, but I feel so guilty. He has strained muscles in his chest after a fall and is in a lot of pain. He has just had a choking fit and could hardly breathe, I helped him to recover and now as I say he is sleeping. But I can’t help feeling I should have left him to choke, at least that death would be quick. Not this horrible long drawn out death he is going through. He has no interest in anything any more,just sits in his chair. This isn’t living is it? I feel so bad in even thinking these thoughts, but I hate seeing him like this.