I'm relatively new to this forum and only started posting in mid-August when Dad came to visit for 10 days. He was diagnosed with AD about 18 months ago but has changed so much in the last 3 months or so. I found his visit intensely stressful for many reasons and it was a milestone in his - and our - journey. It gave me a glimpse into what life is like for Dad and those who care for him.
I am 250 miles away from him and Mum and caring from a distance is becoming more and more difficult. I say that in the knowledge that many people posting have it far worse than me and I can only offer sincere best wishes to all of you out there dealing with your loved ones in the best way you can.
I get to Liverpool when I can which is largely restricted to school holidays as I'm a teacher. I'm going up in October to give Mum a break. My brother also does a great deal for them both but our relationship is not good.
My missus is a nurse and has been very supportive in offering her advice to me and my folks. She's going through a very difficult time at work and I've tried very hard lately not to overload her with my feelings about Dad.
That's why I'm finding this forum incredibly important at the moment as an outlet for my thoughts. I'm sorry for not offering advice to others as I still feel like a novice. I am truly grateful to anyone though who has offered advice, support and kind words to me though. Thank you.
This last week has epitomised the rollercoaster ride that is living with dementia. In the course of several phone calls I listened to Mum as she outlined another in a series of aggressive outbursts from Dad. These happen mostly in the evening (sundowning?!) and have become more sexual. This is really upsetting for Mum and she had to be rescued by her very kind neighbours a few nights ago. They're both well into their 70s and it's hard to imagine my Dad behaving like this.
On the other hand, a visit yesterday from the Community Matron was hugely successful. Mum was given loads of support with a whole range of issues - a new grab rail near the toilet, a visit from the team dealing with mobility, new incontinence pads, etc.
Another really worrying aspect of my Dad's obvious decline is his lack of mobility
Only a few short weeks ago I was walking with him to the park with my boys. He was slow and needed support but he appeared to enjoy it. Now he is days away from needing a wheelchair according to Mum. For 20 years or more he walked every weekend in the Peak District. This only stopped a couple of years ago. It's so f***ing cruel. Excuse my language.
Apologies for rambling. I have so much to be thankful for. My lovely wife and wonderful kids have been very supportive. My Mum and Dad could be so much worse off too. Where they live is not short of organisations and individuals who can offer support and I'm very grateful to all those who have helped my folks.
I hope everyone has a great weekend and that, whatever your circumstances, there are moments of peace, humour and love at some point. I realise that sounds a bit cheesy but that's all I've got.
I am 250 miles away from him and Mum and caring from a distance is becoming more and more difficult. I say that in the knowledge that many people posting have it far worse than me and I can only offer sincere best wishes to all of you out there dealing with your loved ones in the best way you can.
I get to Liverpool when I can which is largely restricted to school holidays as I'm a teacher. I'm going up in October to give Mum a break. My brother also does a great deal for them both but our relationship is not good.
My missus is a nurse and has been very supportive in offering her advice to me and my folks. She's going through a very difficult time at work and I've tried very hard lately not to overload her with my feelings about Dad.
That's why I'm finding this forum incredibly important at the moment as an outlet for my thoughts. I'm sorry for not offering advice to others as I still feel like a novice. I am truly grateful to anyone though who has offered advice, support and kind words to me though. Thank you.
This last week has epitomised the rollercoaster ride that is living with dementia. In the course of several phone calls I listened to Mum as she outlined another in a series of aggressive outbursts from Dad. These happen mostly in the evening (sundowning?!) and have become more sexual. This is really upsetting for Mum and she had to be rescued by her very kind neighbours a few nights ago. They're both well into their 70s and it's hard to imagine my Dad behaving like this.
On the other hand, a visit yesterday from the Community Matron was hugely successful. Mum was given loads of support with a whole range of issues - a new grab rail near the toilet, a visit from the team dealing with mobility, new incontinence pads, etc.
Another really worrying aspect of my Dad's obvious decline is his lack of mobility
Only a few short weeks ago I was walking with him to the park with my boys. He was slow and needed support but he appeared to enjoy it. Now he is days away from needing a wheelchair according to Mum. For 20 years or more he walked every weekend in the Peak District. This only stopped a couple of years ago. It's so f***ing cruel. Excuse my language.
Apologies for rambling. I have so much to be thankful for. My lovely wife and wonderful kids have been very supportive. My Mum and Dad could be so much worse off too. Where they live is not short of organisations and individuals who can offer support and I'm very grateful to all those who have helped my folks.
I hope everyone has a great weekend and that, whatever your circumstances, there are moments of peace, humour and love at some point. I realise that sounds a bit cheesy but that's all I've got.