Just got back from my moms, I do her housework on a Wednesday, it was lovely going in and finding the carers has stripped her bed and put sheets in washing machine, it seems silly but it made all the difference. Mom was convinced she had done the washing, she was saying it scared her putting machine on, I said carer did it for you, she didn't know, she is really frightened of washing machine, I have no idea why. Think mom is having a few bad days this week, she is very down. She can't explain what is wrong, just says everything is dizzy. I bleached and cleaned her shower, it's strange seeing dust in a shower, even though she says she's showering having dust in there says something else.
She's told me yet again not to get old, it's terrible. She hates everything and wants to die. Mom makes me so depressed. I feel so very sorry for her. I just know everything we do for her just doesn't make her happy. She doesn't care about anything when she's like she is this week. I went in her freezer to get her tea out for tonight and noticed all the meals from sun mon and tues are all back in freezer, she seems to be just eating triangle cheese, packet soup and pot porrage, it's not enough, but when you say that to her she says she's eating lots. I've left a note for carers to boil her an egg for breakfast, mom has forgotten how to use cooker. She told me she hates the carers folder on table, I said why...she said it says in there she has Altzimers . It's funny how some things like that bothers her. Well now I've put all this on here I don't have to tell my hubby and kids I can just switch off.....just for a bit.....if only!!!!
She's told me yet again not to get old, it's terrible. She hates everything and wants to die. Mom makes me so depressed. I feel so very sorry for her. I just know everything we do for her just doesn't make her happy. She doesn't care about anything when she's like she is this week. I went in her freezer to get her tea out for tonight and noticed all the meals from sun mon and tues are all back in freezer, she seems to be just eating triangle cheese, packet soup and pot porrage, it's not enough, but when you say that to her she says she's eating lots. I've left a note for carers to boil her an egg for breakfast, mom has forgotten how to use cooker. She told me she hates the carers folder on table, I said why...she said it says in there she has Altzimers . It's funny how some things like that bothers her. Well now I've put all this on here I don't have to tell my hubby and kids I can just switch off.....just for a bit.....if only!!!!